Back again

I fell off the blog bandwagon again! I have been under this weight and am just waiting for it to lift... I think I need a trip... San Diego... Wisconsin... how about both? I wish! My life is a tumultuous roller coaster and I can't seem to get a grip! Some days are great, and then something just sweeps along beside me and knocks me right down in the mud... or snow as the case may be... Will this feeling of being lost ever end?